forgive n forget?

Pnah x kowg rse kowg sgt syg stu owg nih,
Kowg sgt2 care psl die,
Xksh ah die wt pe2 pon kowg stil leh terime die,
Even die sesuka ati nk diam xcontact kowg 4 quite a long time n then sesuke ati die nk contact kowg lik then cte prob die,
And tym 2 kowg still akan jd p'dgr yg setia,
Kowg xmau die 'saket' sowg2,
Cian kt die..
Tp afta dat die wt lik,
N kdg2 2 die wt sumthin yg wt kowg rse die x respect kowg,
But then kowg xleh nk mara lme2,
xtau npe..
Byk kali lak 2 wt cm 2,
Mayb sbb syg kot kn?

Tp owg kate wt baek 2 de limit die,
Mayb dh smpai stu tahap nih yg kowg akan rse..I HAD ENOUGH OF U!
So kowg pon rse g mampos ah die gn life die!

Tp..
Sure kowg still wondering kn?
Cmne life die skrg?
Pe yg die wt now nih?
Prob die yg die bse ngadu dlu 2 cmne now nih?
Sehat x die?
Die hepi x?
Kn?kn?kn?
N kdg2 2 kowg rse kowg mish sgt2 kt die..

Bodo kn?
Marah2..tp windu,
Marah2..tp stil concern,
Gle nyew bodo,
Tp..
Ntah ah..

Die dh melampau sgt rsenyew,
Npe die xleh nk appreciate pe yg kowg pnh wt kt die?
Of course ah kowg x mntk lebey,
Enough with die show sum respect,
Tp..?
N b'cuz of dat..rltnshp yg b'taon2 2 putus cm 2 jew,
Syg kn?

Tp patot ke kowg nk lupe kn n maafkn...lagi?
Is it all about ego?
Or kowg rse kowg x sgup dh nk d'pijak2?
Erm?

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