Thursday, November 4, 2010

hey,where r u hiding all these while,eh? :]

i met dis one great guy named Raja Mohd Zuhri :]

how he makes me feel is the reason why i'm in love wif him.deeply :]

honestly, i'm worried on how things would go.

but hey,

jgn wisau ar.i kan kuat! ;]

from d'30th September until today i still feel dat dis guy is too good 2 b true.

he doesn't have everything dat i want.

but he has everything dat i need :]

d'funniest thing is we have so much things in common,
but when it comes 2 our differences, we both r far far far away from liking it..huhu..
but hey..there's always a price 2 pay, rite? ;]

i know it is still 2 soon 4 me 2 say anythin.

but i want 2 cherish every single moments dat i'm spending wif him.

i always know there will always be obstacles dat i'm going 2 face sooner or later b'cuz dat is d'rules of life rite?

but i'll do everything i could 2 make dis realtionship works. n d'rest of it, i'll leave it 2 Him 2 decide.

ya Allah, if You really makes dis guy 4 me, plz gives me strength and courage 2 face anythin dat may come. plz fill his heart wif my love n care. plz do wut's best 4 us both. plz fill our relationship wif full of bless from You b'cuz i love dis person named Raja Mohd Zuhri very very very much. n i really really really hope dat he is d'one.

Amin... :]


Monday, April 26, 2010

i guess dat's it kot.thanx tau? :]

dear u,

i dunno how 2 put dis but;


i really mean it.

i'm truly sowi if dis is how things should end.
probably dis is d'besh way 4 us both,
or maybe 4 everybody.

i know i owe u an explanation,
cuz i know dat i'm d'one who 'taught' u about JUSTIFICATION.
but i dunno how 2 voice it out,
cuz i realized dat in some cases justification would only make things worse.
so i think it's better 4 us 2 leave things dis way..

2 tell u d'truth,
'walking' on d'same 'path' r not dat fun,ok!
'singing' d'same 'love songs' also not dat interesting!
so i'm not so sure why Allah gave me dis 'opportunity'.
but i hope dat we both would learn sumthin from dis.

sometimes i wish we had more tym.
cuz d'more tym we have d'more memories we'll share.
d'more memories we share d'more 'damage' it would cause.
everythin comes with a 'price tag',kan?

but it's ok.
u had given me enough :]
u had 'convinced' me dat..
there's still sum1 out there dat capable 2 make me smile juz like how i used 2!
infact,even better!
juz d'thought of u can make me smile!
how's dat? ;]

i can't believe dat i finally 'found' YOU!
juz like everythin dat i've been dreaming about all dis while!
but then..
i can't have u.. :(
"kdg2 yg t'baek d'mata kte x semestinye t'baek utk kte.."
so,live wif dat.

dis piece of appreciation is especially 4 u.
i dun think dat u would realize d'existance of it.
but it's ok.
i still feel dat i'm lucky enuf 2 linger in ur life even 4 short while.

u r a very nice guy tau?
very nice guy.
so juz stay dat way,ok?

besh of luck wif wuteva u'll do in ur life.
halalkan everythin,k?
n do take care.